My heart is always choosing for me my directions, he‘s the only one that knows when and where I divert. I’m Norchan Mohanad Ismail , I ‘m almost sixteen in 2 February 2012 , I ‘m an IB student in Oasis International High school , I ‘ve been in two different schools before this school ( Franciscanne and the Lissez Francais outside Egypt) . I always introduce “life” as a mystery that never ends but I finally found its resolution which makes me learn how to live and how to know myself.
I do know who I am, I ‘m not weird or odd but I ‘m different. It‘s a good thing to be different, living life with your own believes? , choosing who you are and who you‘ll be?! . well, there ‘s a point here I want to spell it out , I have got an opportunity to travel or like they say “emigrate” to Canada but I refused , because I know that if everyone will just go and leave Egypt , no one will stay . In fact , I ‘m sure that who travel or emigrate from Egypt don’t come back , it will be because of and on account of an explosion in you heart that turn you into someone scoundrel despicable who is killing his own heart with a hard torture . I don’t want to kill myself, that‘s why my answer was: “it‘s about me”. I ‘m proud that that was my opinion , for the first time , I stand for my believes and my opinion , it was also the first time i disagree with my parents and they found that I don’t have an opinion or a choice to make , it ‘s only their choice.
Moreover, I adore Egypt and I believe that if someone really loves her, he will never ever leave her land, he doesn’t have to leave her to make her better, I find this stupid. What makes me adore her , is her people , I ‘m proud when I say I’m Egyptian because in this situation I ‘ll know that I am lazy, eccentric , tenacious , stubborn , funny , cool , talks a lot specially in phones , and the most important thing : kind .
Will you find a more beautiful never land like Egypt? The answer will definitely be a “no”. Additionally, you can’t see Egypt but you can feel her, in contrary to other countries, you can see them and say they are beautiful and successful but you can never feel them.
Another pertinent point to expose more about me ,I adore my family , we ‘re a very big great family like other Egyptian families , I can’t live latterly without my grandma and my grandpa , they ‘re my only life , they understand me right , my mom is my life too , she ‘s an angel , I always disagree with her but I will always be in love with her . I love my dad very much, he‘s very immolated only to make us happy. My uncle is one of the most beautiful things I ever saw , he ‘s very very kind , he understands me, he has two kids , my only cousins there is no word which can explain what they mean to me , I can say that they ‘re beautiful , because beauty is occupying everything in this fairytale , my life . I have one little brother , he ‘s turning five in 2 months, he occupy a particular place in my heart , he ‘s one of my smiles , he ‘s very naughty from a good way and in this old , boys are very funny , I feel like he ‘s my baby because of the difference of years between me and him . My little sister , ooh my little sister , she ‘s driving me crazy like always but I can ‘t live without her , she ‘s very like “ why did you do this to me” and she starts crying , she ‘s a real actress, she ‘s 10 years old.
Lastly , I believe in the magic of love which was giving by my family , I enjoy every moment I live because I don’t have time to live a second one more time . I ‘m actually writing a book in a philosophic literally way about life as the only difficult theme to understand in which I talk about love, imagination, death, time and life in a general way, this book will be my first book that will be published in a manner and a help of the writer and the poet “Ayman Bahgat Amar” as my personal project.
